Update on my life

Hey-
Sorry it has been a long time since I have wrote anything on here and this won't be anything interesting. I just want my readers to know that I'm still trying to keep this up and that God is teaching me a lot this week that I would love to write when I get the time. I just haven't been home any mornings and work has kept me busy but I like it. God has been given me verses to learn by this week and thoughts. If anything this week was eye opening and life changing for me. It's kind of fun when you just focus on you and God for a little while which is feeling like I have been doing these past few weeks. It is even fun when you have a little prayer garden of your own where you can go spend time with God, which I found this week and have spent time there with God when I can. The next few enteries will be about health and mind. God has also shown me why He has done the things He has and why I'm doing the things I have done and how to stop them or that I want to stop them with His Help. He has given me some patterns in my life that I need to change and new things that I'm going to or have started. He is showing me that I'm in the real world and I need to start acting like it in a good way and stop depending on people. That is a big lesson He has opened my eyes to and I will tell you all more about that. That might be my next entery because thanks to a friend (and I really mean it) I wouldn't have seen how much I depending on people instead of God. Sometimes you have to have a friend that can be straightforwards with you and tell you to stop it on some things and that is what has happened in a way here I think. I'm not thinking what I use to and that is good. I'm more focus on God and lovin' it. I know my job as a lot to do with it because you can't get through a day without seeing God in those children or having God work through you and you are like I got through that day. Schools are starting and as a teacher's kid I miss the school setting even preschool setting but I love where I am in life now and my friends even if I don't get to talk to them as much as I should or can. Something will stick and has since the last times we have talked. I wish I could explain more of how AWESOME God has been in my life when I have focused on Him but there is no explaination. It is just amazing how I'm changing and countine to change. God has a reason for all of this and I see little reasons now but I know there are bigger reasons in my future even if it is 5 years down the road. Hopefully, I can do 2 or 3 enteries this weekend and then I will have to stop until next Friday because I will have something to do every morning next week so I'll be busy then too.