I mean my title in the best of ways too or maybe it is me who is never settled with anything because I know it isn't where God wants me to be yet. I just got a question from a friend last night and she asked, "How can people be so consistant in their Faith?" How are you suppose to answer that? I've been thinking about it since I woke up this morning and another friend gave me chapters in the Bible to look at. They were John 14 and 15.
I just think it is strange because I never thought of it that way and here is God getting ready to change me again. I feel like I'm backing away from my job in a good way. I don't have to be the "main" person there hopefully within the next week there will be 3 workers instead of just 2 workers. Yet God has me busy again I feel like. I feel like He is saying, "Ok, you get to calm down on this job but I'm giving it two more things to do outside of your job." It is so strange too because it is keeping my mind away from the other things that were bothering me months before which is good, I guess.
The thing God is giving me to do is to help 2 girls that I have come in connection with and are my friends with their "problems". One I just met through my Bible study and she just moved to AR not to long ago and the other one has been my friend for 2 years now or about but is going through a hard time. I feel like I have people around my age that I can help and live life with but it is crazy because some of the things I'm going through or just been through and I'm having a wiser girl help me get through it too. It is like a line and that is how God works. He touches one person's life to touch another person's life and I see that now.
My friend that I use to work with it kind of going through the same things I am or was like it happened one after the other almost. To be honest, I'm scared I will mess up and not do or say what God wants me to. All I can think about now is being there for both of them and maybe that is all they need right now is just a listening ear, not someone to tell them what to do. It is crazy because it is at a time where I am really busy with my family every other weekend it almost seems like but yet these two girls have their mornings or lunches free too so it kind of works out there too.
I'm just starting to see how God does work in a row or pattern or path whatever you want to call it. I feel like mine might be hard but yet again I'm on the right one with the right people to encourage me, right job, and the right people to help and that makes my heart happy. I can even try out some of my boundaries if need be or learn about some new ones at the same time. That problem that I thought was a problem is not anymore. I think I just need to let it go and focus on what God put in front of me and if it is meant to be God will bring it back around and to the surface when everyone is ready. I wish I could put it more into words but then it wouldn't be God's Doings if I could.
I feel like I'm helping women now more then children but I know I'm not. In a way, it is good that I'm helping women too because I might go into helping women and their children someday. You never know! God is never settled but that is a good thing because it keeps you depending on Him and that is what He wants. Close to His Heart, His Beautiful Girl!
"Today is a blank page. Yes, there are some things that need to be written in, and you could surrender your pen to them, letting events, exceptions, tests, and the judgements of others write this chapter. Or, you could take some time with God, that author and completer of your Faith and start writing today as the adventure He shows you it can be."-Rob Coscia "My heart is overflowing with a good theme as I recite my composition for the King. My tongue is the pen of a ready writer."- Psalm 45:1
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