5 Years and On

           It has been forever since I have actually wrote an entry about my life. I have been so busy with family and work that I just haven't found the time to write anything but now this Friday night I have found time. I have time to relax and write, which I need a lot of because things have just been stressful for me lately and I am talking about my whole life, not just certain parts of it. I know this entry is a little late because I should have wrote it at the start of this month, when I actually started this blog but instead I am writing it at the end.
           This entry won't be one of my touchy ones because it is just about how I have been writing in this blog for 5 years now, counting this year. It is funny because a lot has changed in those 5 years and they just keep changing. My life is still going and I have no idea where it is going to end up at. It is not going to end up like I planned it though in college, I can tell you that right now. Nothing has been going my way especially this year. I always like to look back at my blog anniversary and see what my year in my blog has been like. Honestly, though, I have no idea what this year (April to April) has been like.
           This have been so crazy it seems. I know I was working at Adventure Club and now I am working at a preschool at a public school. Has it really been a year since I have figured out how to handle my anxiety too? I met a lot of new people throughout that year, mainly teenagers and children since my friend started being a foster mom. I can't even remember the Bible Studies that I have been through. I know I tried to go through the Bible Study "Proven" by Jennie Allen but didn't finish it because I started subbing at the preschool in November. I also study the book "The Grave Robber" in my Wednesday night Bible Study Group and I did finish that one. I feel like we did another study but I forgot it.
            It just seems like things are happening a lot faster now then they use to. I know I have grown up a lot too but that is so much to explain. You would just have to go back and read all of the entries to see that progress. Anyways, I am not trying to look back at the past but look forwards to the future and what I will be writing about from now on and how often too. I don't think I will be writing has often because I don't have the part time job like I use to have and this job takes a lot more planning time at home that I need to focus on. I also won't have that friendship. relationship kind of entries because it just isn't there for me anymore.
           If anything, it will be a lot more spiritual growth entries and entries about family because that is what I think I am going to be focusing on from now on unless things change for the better. I guess you would say. I also want to do more poems if I am able. I can't say much about my job for reasons I can't say so that deletes some of my entries too. Does all this make sense? I am giving my readers an idea of what is ahead in this blog for the next year, I guess. I will probably be doing most of my writing on the weekends now too since I now work a full time job. You can stay around or you can stop reading this. It is up to you. I won't be offended either way. 
             I just hope that this blog year will be just as interesting as my last. Believe me, if it keeps going like this month has been going, it will defiantly be that way. You will want to follow the Quest that I am on with God because it is everything but short of His Goodness and Grace. I have no idea where I will be by this time in April of 2019 but that is the mystery of our God. Isn't it?