I am not posting it as a potical anything. I am posting it and hoping that people will use this prayer as outline to start praying really hard for the things that we need to pray for in this moment in time.
Instead of praying for my family even though they need it, pray for people you know on the front lines or just those kind of people in general. Pray for the nursing home. Pray for our nation and government.
JUST PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is what will get us through!
I have to admit it now. I am really scared. After reading about everyone wearing a mask I am scared. Is it time? Would the President and government really make that a rule?
I'm scared for my family. I have a sister as a nurse, another sister is a teacher, my big brother and his family lives in New Jersey, my little brother is an essital worker because he works with food, and my other sister knows people that have it. I'm sacred for all of them. Me missing my kids too. Being in the house and social distancing is killing me. It's fun and I'm trying to make it fun but not fun when I have to be. This whole thing is not good for my anxiety.
Daddy, I am really trying to stay strong. What can I do for You during this time? This missionary heart is hurt. It can't just sit around and do nothing if this keeps going on long. It's in my own backyard and I am doing nothing to help it. I know if it gets closer I will do something.
I mean you can't even visit nursing homes. I can't imagine not visiting my grandparents if they were alive and still in one. I would be devastated if they passed during all this.
My life was going good before all of this but now it feels like it is on hold. I know I am not the only one that feels that way. When you are stuck in a house and do not know which day it is, that could make you feel stuck and on hold. It honestly feels like the world has stopped for some time.
Daddy, I can tell you one thing the world will never be the same again. We are stepping into something new. I want to know what's going on but it gets my anxiety so high.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
JUST PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's what will get this world through this moment in time!
Love you all and thinking about you all!
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