Other Parts of My Life

           I feel like I can work on other parts of my life, which is a good thing, since I am happy with my job area right now. That area is not over all my life now. I feel like I can focus more on my spiritual area and friendships/relationships area and put the 2 together somehow. I think I was just too stressed, worried, sleepy, and so on to really care about those areas that I felt that I have let them slip on the last 2 or 3 years. It was all about finding a job that had usual hours, was making enough money, and had people that I could get along with plus a program that they stuck with and I liked too. I find all that in my new job.
          Yet me, being Ms. Fix it, is moving on to another part of my life to work on. Life I said before it's my spiritual life with my friends and relationships. I feel that I have threw that part away and I hate that because those should have helped me with my job area. I am seeing that they are now. Along with it some amazing people too because I was too stressed out to hang out or too confused to talk to worried to talk because things would get around. I almost didn't know who to trust or what I should thrust them with. I did a lot of small talk in the past 3 years and if you truly know me that's not easy for me. I'm a deep person. I had to chance a lot both personality and lifestyle. I had to change for the people around me. I shouldn't have but I did.
             How I might be working on those 2 areas, you might ask. Glad you asked. Well, I am going to church twice a week and trying to be more involved with a smaller church. I am also reading the book of Proverbs for a month. I am also really trying on how to be a Godly women/wife while still single. Others say that's the best time to learn. I am trying to get away from focusing on finding the "right" guy by becoming the "right" women. That saying "treat others as you would like to be treated" is so true even in cases like this. I wouldn't want some guy to come to me with out knowing how to be a husband.
             I also really want to read about the main women of the Bible. That might be next month's plan and most of the entries. I want to see what they went through and how to they handle different things. I got this new women's Bible that has really been helping me focus on this subject. It just feels nice to have some pressure off my shoulders so you can move on and live life. It was like I was stuck in one area when really I should have moved on a long time ago. Rid of my anxiety was first. My passionate career was 2nd. Now my spiritual/relationship are 3rd. Strange how life works out like that. How God really does take you on a Quest for life.