Strong Prayer Warriors

       Like I have said before I am thinking about a lot of things and I know have time to write so there will be a lot of entries on here in the next few weeks.  This entry is about prayer and clarity. This past Saturday at church the sermon was about why are we here on this earth and why the cross. Now you might ask how did you get clarity out of that. Well, Jesus followed God all the way to the cross. He had clarity from God that that was His Purpose for Him here on this earth.
       I was reading another friend's blog and what she is going through right now with her daughter and all I can say is wow! Then her brother is doing an amazing thing. It is just like you can see that that whole family has something going for them but do they see that in the mist of the busyness and worries with those situations. They are really prayer warriors for anything and everything. I keep thinking to myself, even though, I'm not suppose to, how can I be a prayer warrior like them. If they read this, they would be so humbled but it is true.
       Sickness of the daughter and going after his dream. Those are tough things to get through on your own. No doubt. You do need the clarity of God to see His Reasoning and His Way to go about it. I've been thinking a lot about my future and what my dream really is and if I can make myself a strong prayer warrior I would pray to make my own children's home or be a froster parent. I know the friend that has the daughter, she said that she has started to pray God's Will be done in everything and that has to be hard for her to pray for her daughter so why can't I pray it for success in a way.
        God's Will be done. What am I scared of? Only the best will come out of this. I've been made in the image of this of understand children with special needs and wants. I never was "normal" and never will be. It did hit me today that someone called one of our children special needs when really all it was was he is developmentally behind his speech. I see that people call those kind of children speical needs now and I just HATE it with a passion.  Those children can get over it. I did. Granted I'm still working on it a little bit each day I see progress.
         I see that I'm speaking up for the children I'm working with when really I didn't speak up at all at a younger age. I brought something to attention that someone missed just by speaking up and wanting to learn more about the process because of my dream. I just wish that there was a way where I could tell that family and really the parents that they have raised some prayer warriors in every way. I know that would be strange but still it would be encouraging to them and to me. I could tell the people themselves but I think it just won't do justice.
         Funny, how you could be praying for something for a year and a half and it comes true. How you even pray something for 6 months and it comes true. It is also a great reminder that we are on God's time, not our own but yet you have to be consistent with that prayer like you have to be with everything else in life. Funny, how these two situations are going on around me and yet I have my own changing situation that I am involved in for the better and have to get used to again. I can't wait to see how God puts them all together if that is His Will!