Just One of Those Time

          Have you ever just had one of those times? One of those times where you just want someone to bring you flowers and chocolate. One of those times where you just want someone to give you a hug. One of those times where you just want to be told that everything will be easier when you get older.
           One of those times where you want to be a little kid again. One of those times where you just wish life could be a fairytale. One of those times where you want everything to make sense again. One of those times where you just feel normal. Just one of those times where you want to truly be happy again.
          One of those times where you didn't have to have all of the responsibilities. One of those times where things didn't have to change so transitions would stay the same. One of those times where you could go to sleep peacefully without crying and thinking about things. Just one of those times where you feel like you don't have to fight everyone to get what you need.
         One of those times where everyone took you for the age you really are. One of those times where you could talk clearer so people would understand you. One of those times where you could get back to your skinny self. One of those times where you don't have to worry about money. Just one of those times where you could be excited again.
         One of those times where people used to talk face to face. One of those times where we could go play outside without worrying about the surroundings around us. One of those times where the month of December was an exciting month. Just one of those times where things are prefect and fun again. That is all I want for Christmas.

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         The 5 paragraphs above was all I could think about last night while I was laying in bed so I started this entry early this morning about 6:00. I had a "fun"-filled day the rest of the day but something made me rethink this entry. I had an aunt moment was my one year old niece and it was this. Something happened to her today that made me see Christ a little stronger. 

       My sister in law and brother needed my help with her and the rest of the children because my niece had to go somewhere. I was there at the house and got to hold my niece before she left and I was there at the house when she got back. When she got back, she did a thing that she has never done with me before. I sat down on the floor and just held my arms out to her to hug her and she came walking right in that hug. She hugged me for a little bit too or at least to her it was. 

         I was thinking about a hug from a friend or even my mom next time I see them but God knew I needed it bad so He saved that moment right for us when we both needed that hug the worse. I would like to think of it to as a thank you hug from my niece because all she knew was I stayed at the house all day waiting for her. She has no idea what went on when she was gone. It is little moments like that where we miss the meanings of life if we don't take the time to look at the deeper meaning. I really believe that in a way God was in today for everyone that was dealing with hard times today. Just in different ways if we take the time to look at it.