Relationship Prayer #2

Dear Daddy,


             I am done forcing guys to like me or anything on that level. It is just too much work for me. :) I want this like and then love thing to come naturally. I want You in the Center of it orchestrating it all. I want the kind of love that can be handle with wisdom and grace. I want that kind of love that comes from a open heart. No matter who my future husband is I will accept him for who he is and who You made him to be. Messed up past and everything. My future husband needs to know that. We each have our flaws that is why we need You apart and with each other. Daddy, just like Noami said to Ruth, "I will be patient for however long it takes to see what happens." I might regret saying this if things do turn out but for now I honestly pray that my future husband won't rest in feelings or thoughts until he has found me and given me a chance. I want this to be my fighting prayer every day til You bring me my future husband.


In Christ's name,


                 Amen