Thursday, October 31, 2013

First Time I Couldn't Go to Sleep

      I can't go into real details because I don't have time for it because I wanted to write it out to remember and to tell you all what impact my job is having on me. Kind of like an update in a good way. Last night was the first night while working at my job that I couldn't get to sleep for a little while. It might seem strange to some of you and maybe I was just hearing children out of my bedroom window but I was hearing children's voices so clearly then ever before in my mind with my eyes closed.
      They sounded like my nephews' and nieces' voices but I couldn't see them. I could just hear them and that made me a little scared so I had to wake up and do something for a little bit to get them off my mind and this was even after praying for them. I wonder if it was their voices because I would pay more attention to them but yet I wonder at the same time if it was the children crying out for help and that was what bothered me. I swear I heard voices in my head with my eyes close and as far as I know there were no children outside.
       I know I probably shouldn't be sharing this where everyone can see it but it could be an example of the Holy Spirit talking to me too about helping the kids in need. I couldn't understand what they were saying because I just heard a bunch of kids talking but it was strange. It was like I never left my workplace. I don't know if I have been inside too long with them because of this rainy week or what but God is trying to tell me something. I know I've been thinking a lot more about staying around here instead of traveling this summer and an explanation of that will come later this week I hope of how God is showing me that. It was like I was almost fast asleep listening to those children talking but apart of me was scared to go to sleep like that so I had to get up and do something around my apartment for a bit and then I went to sleep right away after I laid back down.
        I hope I'm not the only one that has had a crazy thing like this happen to me or close to it. I hope someone out there knows what I'm talking about.  I sometimes don't want it to be true but what if it was true. I don't want to push it aside and not think or forget about it.

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