WARNING: Emotional Status
-I will admit I cried on the way home from work tonight. Only because I had mixed feelings of where I am now. My new full time job is an answer to prayer for sure. It was almost too easy for me today. I mean I went from 12 toddlers 2 years and a half ago down to 8 toddlers. Those 4 other toddlers really do make a difference. Everyone at my new job kept asking me if I miss my old one or if I liked this one better. I just answered "it hasn't hit me yet" because it hadn't. But tonight on the way home, it did. I had MY AC kids for a year and a half plus some other amazing kids thrown in there for a few months. I missed them today and it was strange staying at my new job this afternoon. I'm torn this week and might be until I get use to everything that is changing. I know God has me where He does for a reason right now. Always does that to me. I just miss MY kiddos. Those kids were the first group I got to keep for that long at any of my jobs. I know, though, that I am also doing the right thing for this moment in my life right now. I have less stress now then I did while working my old job. It is just hard to do the right thing sometimes.
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