Two Years and Writing

         I think that title is going to be the title of my anniversary entries. It is simple yet it tells everything that has been going on in my life in a way. I actually started this blog on the 9th of April, which was yesterday, but I was so busy last night that I didn't have time to write so here I am now. I know it has been two years going on 3 but I'm so blessed and thankful how my life has been these past few years and writing things out has helped me a lot. I don't know how many people read my blog but I don't care it is just a way for me to get things out and process them. I challenge you though if you want to see a life being changed read most of the entries if not all.
         I feel like God has taken me from wanting to be a missionary and traveling the countries to staying and traveling around the States, if not staying in AR, and help the children around where I am and will be. I think I started this blog when I started my then new job and now old job because I wanted to write down things about the children I had to deal with everyday and I did for a little while but then it got more and more about me and the path God is taking me on. It has been a journey for sure along with my job. I'm learning and growing a lot in every way as a person and in God. I've taken Bible studies that I have talked about on here and I have one more session that I really need to talk about that I just got down with. There might be a new Bible study starting next week that I will be writing about a lot more often then others.
          It is also going to just keep going onto my next dream which is getting my Master's in OT and being an OT. It already started some with all the observations but I'm not done with those. Hopefully, I'll be able to start back to community college this coming Fall and get some classes I need before going after my Master in it. It might take me 2 years just to get done with community college and then maybe 2 or 3 more years to get my Master's but it will be worth it in the end. I'm all for helping children in anyway I can and in away I think I understand OT things more then anything and it is interesting.
           With getting my Master's after the 2 years I'm done with community college, I might have to move away from AR for a bit so that will be really interesting and hard. I have fallen in Love with this state and the people in it. Leaving the memories and people behind will be so hard but God will be by my side through everything. I'm praying that maybe there is someway I can stay in the state but we'll see when the time comes. To be honest, AR was never my first choice of state to live in or was it on my list at all. I mean come on the West is a beautiful places with Montana, CO, WY, and so on but I do have to say that AR is in my top 5 now and it was like in my top 20 before I moved here.
           God has also shown me a lot about who I really am in Him and who He really wants me to be. Hence with all the OT stuff going on. I've become a lot more outgoing and a leader in things that I am most passionate about. I have spoken up when I know other people wouldn't and I have done things without thinking what people would care. I am a lot happier now and cry less. Those are big steps for me, really big steps. At my job too, I might continue to be and do those things if we are going the way I think we are going so we'll see. It's all in God's Timing! Things are changing for the better and I actually have a future to kind of look forwards too but it is a future that I would never think of on my own. God has really turned my life upside down.
            I feel like I'm writing my yearly entry since I have been in AR but I'm not and there will be more things that has happened before I write an entry like this in Aug. A lot more. Trust me. I'm still trying to understand some things and just getting started with those things after I understand them. I can't express how much God has blessed me over the past years and He will continue too. Please keep reading my blog if you are because like I said God is only starting to really work in my life in ways that I could not think of and I can't wait to share it all with you. Let's see if I can keep this blog going for 3 more years to make a total of 5 years. Let's see how big of a binder that will make or how many binders I will have at the end of those 5 years.