God, I'm Letting You Handle This One

God, I'm letting you handle this one
On your own. I tries to handle the
Last one on my own and you saw
How that turned out. It turned out
A mess and I never could get it
Back together.

God, I'm letting you handle this one.
I really care about this one. He
Deserves my respect because he
Has given some to me. I don't want
To do anything dumb or break his
Heart in anyway. He is a special
One to me.

God, I'm letting you handle this one.
You really know how I feel about
Him. I really think he is the one
Because he is all I ever wanted and
He was right there for me when I
Needed him to be.

God, I'm letting you handle this one.
You are better at things like this then
I am. You have my future planned out
For me and it may involve him or may
Not. You know for sure so that is why
I'm letting you handle this.

God, I'm letting you handle this one.
I do not want to lose him like I did
The last one.I actually care about him
More and he seems like the guy I've
Always wanted.

God, I'm letting you hand this one.
Do whatever you feel is right for me
And him. If it is not loving him at least
Please make him a close guyfriend to
Me because I never really had one of
Those and he seems like the perfect
Guy.

Written In: 2007

Note: Notice this poem was written in 2007 so I might feel like this or I might not. A lot of things have changed since then. It is just one of my old poems that I haven't posted yet and thought it was good enough to post.