It Just Feels Right

          I think we use the phase "just feels right" too much as people. We take things for granted when we say that and we will don't know what feels right. I was thinking about this today after reading something a friend wrote and it just hits me. Why do some things feel just right but when are scared to go after them or they are so hard to get so we don't even try after the first try if at all? It is also strange how we know things are just right but yet we don't continue to go after them.
          We could be standing on the thing that just feels right or talking to the person that feels just right. People and things that we love and just feel like gets us but yet we don't go any farther then we have to. We think trying once will work and if it doesn't then we won't try again. I will say and use my life as an example right now. I have a lot of plans for the future like going back to college and/or starting a family and those things just feel right but yet I'm so scared of doing them. I have a "perfect" guy friend and yet I don't talk to him like I feel I should.
           It could also just be a piece of land and a house that when you step on it it just feels right. It feels like you can bring Glory to God on it and with it. I think the devil tries to stop us because he knows that it will if we get those things. Even the hard things, like my job right now, there are days I come home and cry but I can't give up just yet because that is what the devil wants me to do because I'm glorify God through it. He also doesn't give us the land or wants us to get mad about not getting what we want right away with college, family, or land because he thinks that we might blame God for not getting it and turn away from Him.
           I've been fighting something for about 5 years now and I'll admit it does get tring after a bit but you know in the end it will be worth the wait. The more you have to fight for something, earthly or Heavenly, the more it means to you. There are times where I just want to talk to people about things that I'm going through because I know they would understand but yet I don't because I can't.
            I never thought those 3 words together could mean such a big thing and for land or something else depending on the person and situation it might mean a lot. I know for me in my case it means the world right now. Things just feel right and I wish I could do more to let that person know and help out but I can't. When something "just feels right" in your heart, you have no way to doubt it. It might seem like it is going to take forever to get here and it might but what would happen if you would get that thing or person and then the feeling isn't there anymore. Like me, I could say, "it feels just right to try and talk to that person more as a friend" but what if it doesn't go farther would I be okay with that.
           People might think I'm strange for saying this and I know it is nothing like it but to say it about a thing and maybe friends too. It is like you are saying that you love it and you were meant to be but you aren't get that close emotionally yet because you aren't sure about how things are going to work out. I hate how I have all these ideas and no one to use them on. I hate how God is giving me and teaching me these things but yet given me no one in my reach to tell them to.
             I will admit to that sometimes, as humans, we just have to cry because it feels so right in our hearts but yet the other person as no idea how we are feeling. I did that last night while going to bed and honestly, it felt good. That is when these words hit me and I knew things were right but yet I can't do anything about them just yet. Sometimes I hate to wait. Patience is not one of my strong virtues and you can tell if you know me at all but I'm trying really hard in certain situations.
             I know there is so much more I want to say about those 3 words but right now I can't think about anymore. I just know when you can say those three words about something or someone you shouldn't give up on trying or loving them. For me, feeling just right means a lot of things but most importantly the simple things in life. When the simple things feels right for me, then it is the right thing for me. When I can see God in control and working through the simple things, then those things are it. They are just right for me! It might be the simplest of things but if it brings Glory to God then it is worth it.
            I hope I can get to a point in my life where I can say those 4 simple words.  "It just feels right" and mean it. Sometimes too, I just thought of this, it could feel like you are missing a piece of the puzzle and when you find that piece, you can say that. Instead of saying "it fits just right", you could say, "it just feels right". Your heart and God knows what is best for you. He will lead you to the right thing and when He does you will know and feel it. One more thing that is important to remember, if it just feels right, it might not go by the world's standards but by God's. It might cause us to not be "rich" in worldly amounts but be "rich" in what God has given or will give us as long as we trust in Him.