- Me:just scared of their responses i guess you could say.Sorry, it's been awhile since I have wrote a long and meaningful one on here. I have two blogs that I'm trying to keep up with now. That's how much is going on in my mind. You think since I found a good job and like position now it would be easy but no the devil and God doesn't make it that way. It is never easy with God unless you remember to have Him by your side. This entry is going to be about a talk that I had with my friend and where I kind of with God right now. It is a different and new feeling then I ever had before and I am kind of scared about it. I feel like the devil could just turn around and get me any day or any moment now and I don't know why. It is like I am never happy anymore. If I'm happy with one thing, then it is on to the next thing that I need to fix to make me happy like now I like my job so time to find me a guy. That's not the point of the entry though but close to it or at least it is to me. I really believe that another thing the devil is trying to get me to do now is to get me to doubt God. I love all the people I have around me but they seem so much smarter and more about their relationship with God or at least interested in Him. I feel bad for being a person who shows who God is through my actions and loving on children instead of using my words. A friend of mine and I got talking and that is what is up above. I randomly asked my friend if my friend went to church and if so where because I just had that feeling and I even told my friend that I might regret it later. My friend hasn't been going to church lately. My friend stopped going for awhile but my friend is back into looking for a church. As you can see, my friend asked me why I would regret asking my friend that question and you see my response. I wasn't to happy with myself or the answer that I gave my friend. I could have been a lot more deeper and serious with it but instead I told my friend, "I'm iffy when it comes to those types of questions." Then my friend, I felt like, challenged me and asked me, "Why?" I think my friend really wanted to know why though. Then, as you can see, I told my friend that, "I'm just scared of the responses I might get. After the talk, I thought a lot about it right afterwards and then it has been coming back to me every now and then. This talk was about 2 or 3 weeks ago. It started off strange but that is a whole other story that won't be put on here. What I got to thinking when I was thinking about the talk was I shouldn't be scared of asking people "do they go to church?" That is not at all how Jesus would want me to act. Jesus went up to everyone and asked them, "Do you know My Father?" Then not only has God put this talk in my way and on my heart but I'm a friend with another person that seems so into Him that you would think she grew up in a church but she didn't. She doesn't know all the "Bible" language yet. She didn't hear the kiddie Bible stories that we are take for granted if we grew up in a church and other things like that. I really feel like God is trying to tell me something with these two. It is either: "You need to take me more seriously" or "You need to get back to knowing the real Me" or one more thing: "You need to get out of your slump because you aren't there anymore. You have a bright future ahead of you know because you know and are learning what you really can do." I feel like I was stuck in one job for way too long and that it brought me down a long way. I remember thinking before that job that I would rather have any other job besides this preschool job but, now here I am after getting let go last July, thinking I love being a lead toddler teacher. It is like God opened my eyes and asked me, "Are you for sure this is what you want or do you want your old job back?" God is for sure rebuilding my self-esteem, confidence, courage, and so on if anything right now. God just took me on a side road and showed me what it would be like and so I would know for sure if I wanted that or not. I will admit on that side road, I met some amazing children that I will never forget and some amazing people that I will also never forget. Not only did the children touch my heart but some of the staff there did too and I hope they know that too. The main thing that the some of the staff did was keep me sane when I felt like I was going to lose it all. They pushed me through the really hard times.
Tuesday, January 26, 2016
A Challenging Talk With a Friend
Thursday, January 21, 2016
Some Quotes From Holley Gerth
"You're a daughter of God, a holy princess, a woman created with strengths you're yet to fully grasp and a story that's still being written by the divine Author himself."-Holley Gerth
"If you really take hold of who you are and what you're called to do, there will be no stopping you. That's because there's no stopping Him in you-and He's got bigger plans for your life than you've even imagined."-Holley Gerth
"You're not only amazing. You're enough. You're beautiful. You're wanted. You're chosen. You're called. You've got what it takes...not just to survive but to change the world."-Holley Gerth
-"Part of the beauty of the body of Christ is how different we are from each other."-Holley Gerth
"God creates each of us to be uniquely who we are-just like each part of the body is unique too. We don't need more then one of a certain body part. Now would we want more then one. Sure we have two hands and two feet. But not even two right hands or two left feet. Each part of the body has a purpose that only it can fulfill. The same is true for us. That's a truth that's easy to understand and easy to forget."-Jennifer Leep and Holley Gerth
"If most people don't do what you're doing and you're passionately pursuing Jesus with your life, then it's probably not the plan of man. There's probably the heartbeat of God somewhere within."-Holley Gerth
"We need you, just you, to fulfill that purpose, complete that project, bring that gift to the world in a way no one else can. Most people don't.....but you do.-Holley Gerth
"Sometimes we feel guilty for wishing we knew more about ourselves. After all, we're not suppose to focus on ourselves, right? I often hear women say, "That's selfish." But it's not the question that matters-it's what we do with the answer."-Holley Gerth
"If you want to understand yourself just so that you can do whatever you'd like for your personal gain, then it's self-centered. If you intent is to love God, others, and yourself more, then knowing who you are is one of the most unselfish things you can do."-Holley Gerth
"Discovering our strengths is like mining for diamonds. We know they're in there-we've just got to find them and bring them into the light."-Holley Gerth
"God knows how to put our hearts together again. It's not the same as before-but it's good. He fills those empty spaces with his grace and, surprisingly, joy."-Holley Gerth
"Who am I, really?" Until we can answer that question, it's hard to believe we're amazing. I believe the desire to know who we really are has been placed within us by the Heart of Heaven itself."-Holley Gerth
"God wants us to understand who He created us to be so that we can fulfill the purpose he has for our lives."-Holley Gerth
"If you really take hold of who you are and what you're called to do, there will be no stopping you. That's because there's no stopping Him in you-and He's got bigger plans for your life than you've even imagined."-Holley Gerth
"You're not only amazing. You're enough. You're beautiful. You're wanted. You're chosen. You're called. You've got what it takes...not just to survive but to change the world."-Holley Gerth
-"Part of the beauty of the body of Christ is how different we are from each other."-Holley Gerth
"God creates each of us to be uniquely who we are-just like each part of the body is unique too. We don't need more then one of a certain body part. Now would we want more then one. Sure we have two hands and two feet. But not even two right hands or two left feet. Each part of the body has a purpose that only it can fulfill. The same is true for us. That's a truth that's easy to understand and easy to forget."-Jennifer Leep and Holley Gerth
"If most people don't do what you're doing and you're passionately pursuing Jesus with your life, then it's probably not the plan of man. There's probably the heartbeat of God somewhere within."-Holley Gerth
"We need you, just you, to fulfill that purpose, complete that project, bring that gift to the world in a way no one else can. Most people don't.....but you do.-Holley Gerth
"Sometimes we feel guilty for wishing we knew more about ourselves. After all, we're not suppose to focus on ourselves, right? I often hear women say, "That's selfish." But it's not the question that matters-it's what we do with the answer."-Holley Gerth
"If you want to understand yourself just so that you can do whatever you'd like for your personal gain, then it's self-centered. If you intent is to love God, others, and yourself more, then knowing who you are is one of the most unselfish things you can do."-Holley Gerth
"Discovering our strengths is like mining for diamonds. We know they're in there-we've just got to find them and bring them into the light."-Holley Gerth
"God knows how to put our hearts together again. It's not the same as before-but it's good. He fills those empty spaces with his grace and, surprisingly, joy."-Holley Gerth
"Who am I, really?" Until we can answer that question, it's hard to believe we're amazing. I believe the desire to know who we really are has been placed within us by the Heart of Heaven itself."-Holley Gerth
"God wants us to understand who He created us to be so that we can fulfill the purpose he has for our lives."-Holley Gerth
Sunday, January 17, 2016
Looking for a Home Church
I didn't feel like writing today but I have a lot of entries that I need to finish some day so I thought I should to one of the oldest ones today and this subject has been on my mind a lot lately. More then it has lately. It started to be on my mind in Dec. but I really started seeing and thinking more about it this month. Don't take it the wrong way I have now found a home church here in AR that I love too death but as I am saying that now it is the first time that I have really meant it since I have started going to the same exact church for 4 years.
It took me 4 years to where I can get to saying that and feel truthful when I do say it but I think that has a lot to do with me and what I was looking for in a "home" church. That is why the title is what it is. A lot of people say they are looking for a "home" church and who am I to judge what they think that means. This entry is going to talk about what it means for me and this is what I found out and how I feel this church is to me now and the service I go to. First off, I was scared of going to a big church because I grew up in those small country churches out in the country on the gravel road. I didn't know what a big church was like but I knew it had more things to do for people my age then any small church would and they would need a lot of help serving different places. I love to serve too.
I started out going to this church during the late Sunday morning services because that is what I was use to growing up. Going to church every Sunday morning. As I kept going, it just kept getting bigger and bigger and more people. I couldn't stand it. While going to that service, though, I was looking to get involved with a community group with other singles and I did that is how I moved the the 6:45 Saturday night service. The community group went to that one so then so did all my friends. The more I spread out into different community groups and Bible studies like Women's Bible studies and just some classes they had I got to know more and more people that went to Saturday nights.
I also started to serve with that church with a friend on Sunday mornings in a Kindergarten classroom and that was so fun! That is a memory I will never forget. I miss that time but it was time to move on I felt like. Things could only get better or at least I was hoping. I found my community group and mission groups I could go on and hang out with and that is how I got to know more people next. Again, some of the best days of my life but it still wasn't for me. I couldn't live everyday life with them even though they were the right people for that time. I liked going out and eating afterwards every Saturday but then it got boring for me and taking up some of my time when I could be doing something else. I just had to reschedule my life in a way after that. Things just didn't feel good there. I feel like I wasn't accepted after they got to know the true me plus I couldn't get close to anyone because it would always be a big group of us. If you know me, you know I don't like that.
While I was going through that transition, I was also serving and I think served for about a year with the infants on Saturday nights during the 5:00 service the service I didn't go to then. In a way I feel like I was doing all of this, just so certain people would like me. Just so I would fit in with the big company people but the more and more I hung with me, the more I realized it was not me at all. I needed to step back and return to being myself. That is when I started going to the 5:00 service by myself and sitting by myself. I mean I knew people that went but we weren't very close at that time. There was a stage in my life during that time that I felt so strange sitting by myself. I felt like everyone was staring at me because I was by myself.
Then I realized it is not about the people around me. It is about how I worship God the best and that is being alone anywhere. I can't have any interruptions around me like people whispering around me. I like to think about what is being said and write it down. I'm a deep thinker. God took some time to show me that. There was a time in my life that I had to be by myself for a reason. Then I felt God calling me to the Discovery Class, where if you want to be a "member" you can take that class and find out more about the church and meet the pastors and leaders. I think that class helped me a lot to understand what the church is for and the people in it. You think that would be enough to prove and put things together in my mind for me that this was the prefect home church in AR. It didn't.
I needed that one special step and God knew what it was. It was talking to a friend that is not there often but yet seeing how that friend really misses it when the friend is gone on trips. The friend told me that listening to podcast is okay but being around family and at a church that feels like family is better and what I like. I miss it when I'm not here. That moment I could of and did agree with my friend. There is something in the church that just makes it feel like home even when you are by yourself most of the time. That something is God's presence. Again, I am starting slowly this year to help serve in the toddler building and seeing how that goes for me with everything else going on. We'll see how 6 days per week with toddler will do with my health. They need me in the children's ministry so as long as they need me anywhere in that ministry, I will stay for sure. :)
The main things for me when I look for a home church is: comfortable, where I can feel God's presence, where I can hear the truth in new and creative ways yet it is still from the Bible, and where I can serve and am needed in the children's ministry.
It took me 4 years to where I can get to saying that and feel truthful when I do say it but I think that has a lot to do with me and what I was looking for in a "home" church. That is why the title is what it is. A lot of people say they are looking for a "home" church and who am I to judge what they think that means. This entry is going to talk about what it means for me and this is what I found out and how I feel this church is to me now and the service I go to. First off, I was scared of going to a big church because I grew up in those small country churches out in the country on the gravel road. I didn't know what a big church was like but I knew it had more things to do for people my age then any small church would and they would need a lot of help serving different places. I love to serve too.
I started out going to this church during the late Sunday morning services because that is what I was use to growing up. Going to church every Sunday morning. As I kept going, it just kept getting bigger and bigger and more people. I couldn't stand it. While going to that service, though, I was looking to get involved with a community group with other singles and I did that is how I moved the the 6:45 Saturday night service. The community group went to that one so then so did all my friends. The more I spread out into different community groups and Bible studies like Women's Bible studies and just some classes they had I got to know more and more people that went to Saturday nights.
I also started to serve with that church with a friend on Sunday mornings in a Kindergarten classroom and that was so fun! That is a memory I will never forget. I miss that time but it was time to move on I felt like. Things could only get better or at least I was hoping. I found my community group and mission groups I could go on and hang out with and that is how I got to know more people next. Again, some of the best days of my life but it still wasn't for me. I couldn't live everyday life with them even though they were the right people for that time. I liked going out and eating afterwards every Saturday but then it got boring for me and taking up some of my time when I could be doing something else. I just had to reschedule my life in a way after that. Things just didn't feel good there. I feel like I wasn't accepted after they got to know the true me plus I couldn't get close to anyone because it would always be a big group of us. If you know me, you know I don't like that.
While I was going through that transition, I was also serving and I think served for about a year with the infants on Saturday nights during the 5:00 service the service I didn't go to then. In a way I feel like I was doing all of this, just so certain people would like me. Just so I would fit in with the big company people but the more and more I hung with me, the more I realized it was not me at all. I needed to step back and return to being myself. That is when I started going to the 5:00 service by myself and sitting by myself. I mean I knew people that went but we weren't very close at that time. There was a stage in my life during that time that I felt so strange sitting by myself. I felt like everyone was staring at me because I was by myself.
Then I realized it is not about the people around me. It is about how I worship God the best and that is being alone anywhere. I can't have any interruptions around me like people whispering around me. I like to think about what is being said and write it down. I'm a deep thinker. God took some time to show me that. There was a time in my life that I had to be by myself for a reason. Then I felt God calling me to the Discovery Class, where if you want to be a "member" you can take that class and find out more about the church and meet the pastors and leaders. I think that class helped me a lot to understand what the church is for and the people in it. You think that would be enough to prove and put things together in my mind for me that this was the prefect home church in AR. It didn't.
I needed that one special step and God knew what it was. It was talking to a friend that is not there often but yet seeing how that friend really misses it when the friend is gone on trips. The friend told me that listening to podcast is okay but being around family and at a church that feels like family is better and what I like. I miss it when I'm not here. That moment I could of and did agree with my friend. There is something in the church that just makes it feel like home even when you are by yourself most of the time. That something is God's presence. Again, I am starting slowly this year to help serve in the toddler building and seeing how that goes for me with everything else going on. We'll see how 6 days per week with toddler will do with my health. They need me in the children's ministry so as long as they need me anywhere in that ministry, I will stay for sure. :)
The main things for me when I look for a home church is: comfortable, where I can feel God's presence, where I can hear the truth in new and creative ways yet it is still from the Bible, and where I can serve and am needed in the children's ministry.
Saturday, January 16, 2016
God, I'm Letting You Handle This One
It's been awhile since I have wrote a poem on this blog and I was in the middle of putting one in a box for keepsake and thought I needed to put it on here before I lose it for good. You know once you put it up, it is gone for good. :)
God, I'm Letting You Handle This One
God, I'm letting you handle this one
on your own. I tried to handle the last one
on my own and we saw how that turned
out. It turned out a mess and I never could
get it back together.
God, I'm letting you handle this one.
You know how I really feel about this
one. He deserves my respect because
he has given some to me. I don't want
to do anything dumb or break his heart
in anyway. He is a special one to me.
God, I'm letting you handle this one.
You know how I really feel about
him. I really think he is the one because
he is all I ever wanted and he was right
that for me when I needed him to be.
God, I'm letting you handle this one.
You are better at things like this then
I am. You have my future planned out
for me and it may involve him or may
not. You know for sure so that is why
I'm letting you handle this.
God, I'm letting you handle this one.
I do not want to lose him like I did
the last one. I actually care about him
more and he seems like the guy I've
always wanted.
God, I'm letting you handle this one.
Do whatever you feel is right for me
and for him. If it is not loving him
at least please make him a close
guy friend to me because I never
really had one of those and he
seems like the prefect guy.
Written By: Tiffney Wilson
2007
God, I'm Letting You Handle This One
God, I'm letting you handle this one
on your own. I tried to handle the last one
on my own and we saw how that turned
out. It turned out a mess and I never could
get it back together.
God, I'm letting you handle this one.
You know how I really feel about this
one. He deserves my respect because
he has given some to me. I don't want
to do anything dumb or break his heart
in anyway. He is a special one to me.
God, I'm letting you handle this one.
You know how I really feel about
him. I really think he is the one because
he is all I ever wanted and he was right
that for me when I needed him to be.
God, I'm letting you handle this one.
You are better at things like this then
I am. You have my future planned out
for me and it may involve him or may
not. You know for sure so that is why
I'm letting you handle this.
God, I'm letting you handle this one.
I do not want to lose him like I did
the last one. I actually care about him
more and he seems like the guy I've
always wanted.
God, I'm letting you handle this one.
Do whatever you feel is right for me
and for him. If it is not loving him
at least please make him a close
guy friend to me because I never
really had one of those and he
seems like the prefect guy.
Written By: Tiffney Wilson
2007
Wednesday, January 13, 2016
Bettering Yourself
"Bettering ourselves, making our faith bolder and noticeable in this world because people are in more need of God then any other time in history."
These are some verses that a friend posted on their pages because of a hard time they are going through and as I reread them over and over I realized what they meant to me. My friend said this is how their friend spent his life and I believe it because it is the way we are suppose to live life. My friend also said that these verses were their goal to reach in this new year and for me it wouldn't hurt either. I forget some of these things some days especially on hard and busy days but that doesn't give us any excuses, does it? As I was reading these verses over, I was thinking about my grandmas and how they lived their lives. I could honestly say that I could see these verses lived out in their lives too.
I am blessed to come from a long line of strong, Christian women but sometimes that strongness can turn bad and become stubbornness. I know it has for me a lot of times. We just need to remember who we are serving and the reason we are serving The One and the Only God. Like we all know, no one is perfect so these verses are good to try and live out but we do need to be reminded everyday of these verses if we what to live them out. I feel like this is another explanation in the Bible that explains what our inner being should be like. It should be peaceful, loving, prayerful, faithful, patience, encouragement, and so on should be following out of our lives onto others' lives. How else will they know that we are children of God?
Those verses are just some more verses that tell you how to live your life for God and the more verses I find like that, the more I really believe that is what the Bible is all about. It could be about how to live it at work, at home, or just in everyday life but the Bible is a Map to how to live life. It is amazing that no matter how many times you hear the same verse or verses over and over, they always have new meaning depending on the time and the situations you are in or thinking about. The Bible never gets old and it never fails us and never will. We will never be done reading and learning from the Bible because life is just full of lessons and the best way to learn how to handle those lessons is from the Bible.
4 But you, brothers and sisters, are not in darkness so that this day should surprise you like a thief. 5 You are all children of the light and children of the day. We do not belong to the night or to the darkness. 6 So then, let us not be like others, who are asleep, but let us be awake and sober. 7 For those who sleep, sleep at night, and those who get drunk, get drunk at night. 8 But since we belong to the day, let us be sober, putting on faith and love as a breastplate, and the hope of salvation as a helmet. 9 For God did not appoint us to suffer wrath but to receive salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ. 10 He died for us so that, whether we are awake or asleep, we may live together with him. 11 Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.
Final Instructions
12 Now we ask you, brothers and sisters, to acknowledge those who work hard among you, who care for you in the Lord and who admonish you. 13 Hold them in the highest regard in love because of their work. Live in peace with each other. 14 And we urge you, brothers and sisters, warn those who are idle and disruptive, encourage the disheartened, help the weak, be patient with everyone. 15 Make sure that nobody pays back wrong for wrong, but always strive to do what is good for each other and for everyone else.
16 Rejoice always, 17 pray continually, 18 give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
19 Do not quench the Spirit. 20 Do not treat prophecies with contempt 21 but test them all; hold on to what is good, 22 reject every kind of evil.
23 May God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. 24 The one who calls you is faithful, and he will do it.
25 Brothers and sisters, pray for us. 26 Greet all God’s people with a holy kiss. 27 I charge you before the Lord to have this letter read to all the brothers and sisters.
28 The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you.
-1 Thessalonians 5:4-28
I am blessed to come from a long line of strong, Christian women but sometimes that strongness can turn bad and become stubbornness. I know it has for me a lot of times. We just need to remember who we are serving and the reason we are serving The One and the Only God. Like we all know, no one is perfect so these verses are good to try and live out but we do need to be reminded everyday of these verses if we what to live them out. I feel like this is another explanation in the Bible that explains what our inner being should be like. It should be peaceful, loving, prayerful, faithful, patience, encouragement, and so on should be following out of our lives onto others' lives. How else will they know that we are children of God?
Those verses are just some more verses that tell you how to live your life for God and the more verses I find like that, the more I really believe that is what the Bible is all about. It could be about how to live it at work, at home, or just in everyday life but the Bible is a Map to how to live life. It is amazing that no matter how many times you hear the same verse or verses over and over, they always have new meaning depending on the time and the situations you are in or thinking about. The Bible never gets old and it never fails us and never will. We will never be done reading and learning from the Bible because life is just full of lessons and the best way to learn how to handle those lessons is from the Bible.
Monday, January 11, 2016
When You Think You Look Bad
Doesn't it seem like "when you try and look perfect for something or someone, they are never around or it never happens like you want it too but then when you look bad, that someone is around or that thing happens"? A lot of things can happen when you think you look bad and I have experienced this in a lot of ways. It is not only when you look bad, it is also when you feel at your worst, whether that is being sick or just had a hard day or week. I didn't like it to happen to me when it did but then I got to thinking about it. Maybe it is a good thing things turned out the way they did because then people can see my at my worst once in awhile if they never have before.
For me, I hate it when the good thing or seeing the person I wanted to see for a long time shows up after a hard week or hard day. I can't think of what to say or focus on that person or thing because I have what happened that day before on my mind. I don't need more thoughts in my head for me to think about later on. I'm the kind of person that replays a lot of things in my mind? Has anyone been there? There is good that can come from having those bad looking moments. It is then that you have to push yourself to do what you want done and then you can see how much strength and courage and whatever else you think you have actually do have.
We just need days and moments like that. Sometimes God puts those people or things right at that time because we need them to cheer us up and give us hope again and again. I know I have used a lot of those times as reminders of who I really was and what I was really going for and why. It even could be a message or comment left on a friend's Facebook page saying "I'll pray for you" after they have a hard day or moment. It could be a random text when you feel the time is "right".
It is like Paul says in the Bible,
For me, I hate it when the good thing or seeing the person I wanted to see for a long time shows up after a hard week or hard day. I can't think of what to say or focus on that person or thing because I have what happened that day before on my mind. I don't need more thoughts in my head for me to think about later on. I'm the kind of person that replays a lot of things in my mind? Has anyone been there? There is good that can come from having those bad looking moments. It is then that you have to push yourself to do what you want done and then you can see how much strength and courage and whatever else you think you have actually do have.
We just need days and moments like that. Sometimes God puts those people or things right at that time because we need them to cheer us up and give us hope again and again. I know I have used a lot of those times as reminders of who I really was and what I was really going for and why. It even could be a message or comment left on a friend's Facebook page saying "I'll pray for you" after they have a hard day or moment. It could be a random text when you feel the time is "right".
It is like Paul says in the Bible,
"But He said to me, "My Grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in your weakness."-2 Cor. 12:9.
Just think about those hard times or days or even the times you think you look bad: It is a way for God to be seen through you. God's power is made perfect in our weaknesses (aka times we look bad and feel bad). We are overwhelmed and covered with His Grace because it is sufficient for us. We are worth enough to God that He will cover us with His Grace, even when we look bad and messed up. You know, strangely enough, even in those times where we have no idea what we are doing or why we are doing it. We just know that God has called us to do it.
Through our weaknesses is the best way for others to see God because once they see that we cannot do it without Him or still happy no matter what kind of day we have been through. Then it gets people thinking, "What do they have that I don't?" Just a little challenging and encouraging way for you think about when you think you look bad or when you are having a bad day. Like right now, I didn't think of that verse before writing this entry, God just gave it to me while I was writing it. It is a different view then maybe most people have thought about that verse before or maybe not. I don't know but what I do know is it a new way of thinking about that verse for me so I'm sharing it.
Saturday, January 9, 2016
Break the Walls Down-A Prayer
I have been going to a House of Prayer in AR for the past two Fridays and I have come up with the 2 best prayers and deep prayers there that I have had in awhile. While I can't share one of the prayers because it is a prayer for a friend but I can and will share one. Here it is:
Dear Daddy,
I want the Spirit to break out of me. I need a lot of walls broken down in so many areas of my life. I need to let more people in, help them, and let go of the past. "In You, we have destiny and timeless doors of opportunity." I need to lead people too. You have put me with younger and different kinds of people for different reasons. I need to be for sure of my life and then share it when asked. I know I can be a part of something big if I would just let You break down my walls. I have 2 maybe 3 opportunities now, this year. Early 20s or even straight out of college people seem to be my 2nd area of my life right now that I want to help out with. When I am listening to their stories, I am reminded that I am just really blessed where I am now but it wasn't easy getting where I am today. I could not got here with my good works but with Your Love and Help. I am a sinner. I might have been a goody two shoes in the past like in high school but that's not why I am where I am today. It is all because of Your Glory and Presence. "I just want my heart to burn for you." Please break down the many walls that I have. Come into every room of my heart and clean it of its mess.
In Christ's Love,
Amen
Dear Daddy,
I want the Spirit to break out of me. I need a lot of walls broken down in so many areas of my life. I need to let more people in, help them, and let go of the past. "In You, we have destiny and timeless doors of opportunity." I need to lead people too. You have put me with younger and different kinds of people for different reasons. I need to be for sure of my life and then share it when asked. I know I can be a part of something big if I would just let You break down my walls. I have 2 maybe 3 opportunities now, this year. Early 20s or even straight out of college people seem to be my 2nd area of my life right now that I want to help out with. When I am listening to their stories, I am reminded that I am just really blessed where I am now but it wasn't easy getting where I am today. I could not got here with my good works but with Your Love and Help. I am a sinner. I might have been a goody two shoes in the past like in high school but that's not why I am where I am today. It is all because of Your Glory and Presence. "I just want my heart to burn for you." Please break down the many walls that I have. Come into every room of my heart and clean it of its mess.
In Christ's Love,
Amen
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