Pray the Hardest, when it is the hardest to pray

Strong is a word that is used to Describe man, cars, buildings, and Metal. But what about women? It is a feeling you don't know you Are feeling til you've had enough.  It's when you break down crying. You might know why or you might Not but you know you can't stop from Crying.  Strong is also when you have to do  Everything by yourself. You have to Contorl the children. You have to Teach them everything under the sun.  It's when you have people telling you how to Treat or raise a child but you do it Your own way anyways. Strong is being a wife, Mother, daughter, and a women of any Kind.  Strong is when you have tried everything But nothing works. Strong is something  You learn, but have no idea when or how Or why you learned it. Maybe it was because You got made fun of in high school, lived By yourself for a long time, deaths in your life time, or had really Hard jobs. It could be a Number of things. It could also be the way  You were raised or because...

          I was in a thinking and writing mood last night. Ever get those  moments where you just think of something good to write about. It is like a light bulb came on. I was just thinking about any kind of relationship. A love relationship would be a good one to apply these to though. Just throwing that out there. No matter the kind, there are three Cs that you have to do yourself as a individual. Those three Cs are: Chance, Challenges, and Change.           You take the chance. You take the chance of changing your life forever. You go right into whatever you have doubts about and scares you. You have questions but you take that chance anyways. Sometime when you take that chance. It will turn out to be the best thing you ever think of. You take that chance of giving up things to get another thing. You get the chance of someone's asking you all of these questions not knowing they will matte...

            Sorry I haven't wrote on here for awhile. I have drafts but not entries. I finally have the time to write a little something and to catch you all up on what has been going on in my life. I wish I could catch you up on all of it but a lot has been going on too much to share but I will catch you up on the last month/few weeks of it because it is strange how things are happening. I wanted to think of a better title then I did but nothing else is coming to me right now and that's ok. I just hope people will read this anyways because it is about how God is working in my life right now.               Everything started to roll perfectly about mid April. I was taking a break from things, people were getting sick, and so on. It is strange because for me, as a teacher's kid, I always knew May to be the busiest month of the year and it still is but I guess you could say that I feel at peace this May. I could turn everyt...

"Decision determines Destiny"  "But Ruth replied, “Don’t urge me to leave you or to turn back from you. Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people and your God my God.Where you die I will die, and there I will be buried. May the Lord deal with me, be it ever so severely, if even death separates you and me.”When Naomi realized that Ruth was determined to go with her, she stopped urging her." -Ruth 1:16-18 "Not free to chose the consequences." The Power of Wise Choices will give you 7 different things: 1. A new determination  2. A new direction 3. A new dependence 4. A new desire 5. A new devotion 6. A new dedication 7. A new Destiny             Those 7 different things are just from the 3 verses above. It is amazing what you can get from the Bible and the funny thing is they all start with the letter "D". No wonder why people would use these verses as wedding vows or s...

         I just prayed this prayer and thought it was a good one to share and keep on here. It's one everyone can pray for anything. It goes like this: Dear Daddy,           You and I know there are feelings and words in my heart I can't write down or say yet. Please listen and then answer them too. Let Your Will be done. In Christ's name, Amen

           Like every other little girl, especially during the big Disney princess times, grew up with the wrong motives for dating and marriage. I'm learning that really fast while watching Disney movies with my boyfriend. Now at the age of 31, I am very disappointed in Disney. For those of you who know me, you might never thought I would have said that, especially since Beauty and the Beast is my all time favorite movie in my life. I'm not against any of them but we need to be careful with them.               Life can come true like in the movies. It could be a happily ever after but not everything is that easy or romantic like in the movies. I was watching Beauty and the Beast with my boyfriend and I saw a lot of things that are happening to me now while with him and they are so simple but for some reason when I was a little girl I thought they had to be more romantic ...

Psalm 143:8   New International Version (NIV) 8  Let  the  morning  bring me word of your unfailing love,      for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way  I should go,      for to you I entrust my life. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~            I thought since there are a lot of churches that are closed today that I would have time to do a little devo myself. It is neat because my church put this verse on their Facebook page and when I saw it I thought, "Hmmm, a lot can be said about this verse". I am going to tell you what it means to me. It has been awhile since I have had time to write a devo in my blog and I miss that. Hopefully, this will be read by a lot of people and they will like it enough to share it.             I love to think of the first sentence in this way. It says, "Let the morning bring me word of you...

          This past weekend my car just decides to quit on me. I was hanging out with my boyfriend after church because we had somewhere to go at 4:00 in town and oddly enough it was to a church class. The devil got us there but that is the only place he got us and espically me. It was funny because my pastor was talking about how we should give our blessings back to God instead of giving to other earthly things. Well, I was thinking how I was doing pretty good now with things settled and better then it had been in the past year.               Thinking about how I should use my money for God. Should I give to my church or sponsor another child from Compassion? Right as I was thinking it my car stopped. Found out yesterday it was a costly repair. In a way, the devil won there too because my extra money is going to pay for that in payments probably. I did get my car battery free ...

Love Doesn't Have to Be Perfect Love doesn't have to Be perfect. When I Was younger, I actually had That thought but now I am Thinking differently after Being in a relationship. Love Is never perfect but that's Because it is always true Or that's the way it should be. That's the way I want it for sure Too. Love is perfect is a lesson that Has been taught to me and what We teach kids most of the time but That's so wrong. Love is anything But perfect. That's the lesson we Should be teaching kids these days. Yet it might feel and be Perfect but it doesn't happen the Way you thought it should. That's Okay. Love just has to be real and true. It has to be honest. It also has to  Be able to talk to each Other. It doesn't have be these pretty, Romantic, or cost a lot of money. It Doesn't have to be a dinner and movie  type date every single time. It doesn't Have to be eating at an costly Restaurant eve...

"I want to say, the coolest thing about 2018......is watching you grow as a young adult....from Class 101 to now.....total change ….you are the beautiful butterfly." Tiffney "You project happiness and contentment....God has been working in your life and he’s showing you and rewarding you for being faithful and trusting him." A friend of mine told me all this in January. All these things really mean a lot to me. If you know me, you would know why too. I only took the Class 101 during February and March of last year. Sorry for just getting it officially posted as a blog now.