Pray the Hardest, when it is the hardest to pray

What My March was like:        Word of the month: Curiosity            February wins: Started a Bible Study at my new church. It was an online one.  February hiccups: Prayed less then I would have like to. What do I want to start?: To journal at least 2 times a month.  My Moods: Amazed:  2 times Stressed: 3 times Calm: 13 times  Annoyed: 6 times Happy: 12 times Helpless: 3 times My Habits: Filling out my journal: 21 times  Saying prayers: 13 times Eat healthy meals: 13 times Talk a walk: 3 times Go to bed at 11:00: 8 times Question Log (questions I had throughout the month): -Will my dad be okay? -How will headstart run after masks are done with? -Why after all he has been through? -What will the world be like after masks? -Why can't we just love people? -When is my check coming? -How do you cure seizures? -Will there ever be a cure for Altimezier's? -How much will my bears be in the future? -Will there ever be a...

           Easter have been different for the past two years. Last year it was because of COVID and this year we are trying to get back to "normal" which is strange now too. For me, that's not the only reason it is strange for me. A lot has happened over this Easter weekend. A lot that shows new life like Spring and Easter should show.            First, Dad went into the hospital and had no idea why or what was wrong. He stayed there for about 4 days. The drs. did all these tests but we still had no answers. Finally, his regular Dr. came in and said we are going to figure this out. They went ahead with the biopsy and we still don't know. That is where I worried and waited.             Second, I got my last COVID shot on Thursday. Now I can be free in life and start anew that way. It is almost Iike I was born again in a strange way. It was like that shot really had to go through my body to make...