That's my dad's ending to every prayer of his. Maybe that is why the Wilson family is so stubborn intimate and extended? I mean you can call it stubbornness or you can call it strength. It all depends on how you know us. That is a saying I'll never forget. I actually need to make a sign and put it on my wall. Anyways, I have been trying to have strength lately with everything going on from job to wedding to other things. I wont lie, it is hard. Really hard. It has been harder since COVID hit. I am always worrying about something or thinking about the what ifs and I us to do that because of my anxiety but now it has just gotten worse. I've tried not to cry but those are the moments where you have had just too much.
I mean add the words flexible and patience to the word strength and it is like you are carrying the whole world on your shoulders. You have to be patience with the strength you have but at the same time you have to be flexible with that strength if something has to change. Strength, flexible, and patience are the words of my life that I will never get right. I will always be working on them and praying for them.
Think about it when you have to be patience and wait for something but during that time you need to be flexible. That does make your strength go faster. I am learning though through some things if you just speak up some things will change. You still have to be flexible but you found a solution. But yet, it doesn't always happen that way. You can hold on for dear life and try to think of ways to be flexible and okay with it. You tried to be patience until things are right again. But what if, they never do get right again? Is that strength for those two things still good? Are you learning something from using that strength in that time or season? Is it just making you have more strength to get through the next thing?
Those are questions that I am still trying to figure out myself. Think the answer will come in a lifetime but hey, I can still try to figure it out, right?
