The Four Words: Grace, Peace, Purity, and Love

        "A relationship where you can be set apart with peace, grace, love, purity, and holiness is THE PREFECT relationship. It might be hard at times but it is worth it at other times. Being that Lily in the Valley and letting that Only True Relationship shine on you is a beautiful picture."
       God has been 4 important words on my mind and heart this week to just think about and to grow in with Him and the people around me. He has done this by 3 ways. The first way is when it started Sunday night at Bible study. I had someone praying behind me and all I could hear was the 2 words grace and peace. I had no idea what that person meant but when we talking about how we can be delivers of God's Word and encourage people in God and I was already doing that to my children but I was a bit scared of what my other co-workers would think. I've never had a job where I could be up front and open about what I believed unless they're were other believers around me that I knew for sure they were believers so it was something new for me to try.
         Then Weds. at my other Bible study I go to God gave me the word pure. We were learning a new way to pray and that is when you have one person stand behind you and they just speak what they think God has put on their heart for you to hear. I didn't even know the person that was standing behind me but she was right on on how I was feeling. She said she saw a vision of me as a pure, white flower standing in a field with the sun shining down on me and my petals growing out towards the sun. She said that the sun was God brightly shining down on me and growing me into the pure, holy person that I was meant to be for Him. That I was going to spread out like my petals were someday because of Him. I was already starting to spread out with the children reading the Bible at my job but I'm been thinking about Guatemala a lot and that just made things more clear for me.
          It also scared me too because I was asking myself does that me I will only have a pure relationship with Him and no one else or will I have a pure and holy relationship with someone else with Him being the center and us aiming towards the same goal. I wouldn't mind being just His forever if He wanted to change my dream which He has more then once but it is another hard change I would have to go through because I thought I always wanted to be married and be a stay at home mom with my own children or at least my own adopted children.
          The Thursday at work one of my little boys drew me with chalk on the sidewalk outside and said I was broken. I said "Yes, I am broken." In my mind, I went straight to "I'm broken in God." and then he went off and played a little bit but then he came back and drew me all fixed up. He said, "You're all fixed up. That right there showed me the Love of God. How we can be broken so many times but yet He loves us enough to fix us and put us on the right path again with Him.
          With all these words, there is one kind of flower that comes to mind that I think is my favorite at the moment and that is the Lily of the Valley. Just a thought but how awesome would it be if God show me the guy to be with for the rest of my life if I'm meant to by Him bring me some lilies of the valley. Kind of strange but I want my life to show those 4 words plus the words "Holiness and set apart from this world" and I want my future husband to show those words in his life too.  I've felt like I've been set apart my whole life for something different and exciting and speical. That is what I got from the person explaining the vision to me. I need to stand out and be set apart from the field of grass and be that flower and I know I do to some people. I think the problem is that I don't see it myself. I want to go after it! I probably shared a little too much info about my dreams right now but this is what this blog is for.
         I don't expect anything I put down here to happen soon. It's just thoughts that I have and don't want to forget.