Some people might think this: "Is it really good to have the Fear of God in you?" My personal answer for myself is, "Yes." Why? You might ask. It is because if I didn't have the Fear of God in me nothing would get done. It is the Fear and drives and challenges me to do things I wouldn't do otherwise. Fear of God means: "reverential awe, especially toward God." Other words are: respect, awe, and reverence.
It is that tugging on my heart when I need to ask that certain question or talk to this certain person. The thing could also be good but it keeps us waiting a little longer for that good thing. It is like I can see the future yet I need to stay away from it for a little longer. Right now, the Fear of God does have a place in my life and that place is dating and marriage. I want that so bad yet the more I think about it the more I am scared.
Will I ever find "the one"? If I do, will I be ready or will I just find excuse after excuse not to be ready? I want it to happen but yet it could feel like it is happening too fast. I want to enjoy the time in between. I always want something to happen that will bring two people closer together. Yet I am scared and fearful if that does happen.
The Fear of God can go either way. Is that why marriage takes two people? Two people that for sure know they want to be with each other. We have so much to think of and to pursue towards God and for God. Are we scared because we respect God so much that we don't want to mess things up?
It is that tugging on my heart when I need to ask that certain question or talk to this certain person. The thing could also be good but it keeps us waiting a little longer for that good thing. It is like I can see the future yet I need to stay away from it for a little longer. Right now, the Fear of God does have a place in my life and that place is dating and marriage. I want that so bad yet the more I think about it the more I am scared.
Will I ever find "the one"? If I do, will I be ready or will I just find excuse after excuse not to be ready? I want it to happen but yet it could feel like it is happening too fast. I want to enjoy the time in between. I always want something to happen that will bring two people closer together. Yet I am scared and fearful if that does happen.
The Fear of God can go either way. Is that why marriage takes two people? Two people that for sure know they want to be with each other. We have so much to think of and to pursue towards God and for God. Are we scared because we respect God so much that we don't want to mess things up?
I know this is a short entry but I want to keep it as simple as I can. This subject can be confusing at times. The shorter, the better.
"Basically that it is okay to have the fear of God. We aren't perfect people nor can we be. It takes knowing that it will always take two to tango. We can't do anything in this world without God and His timing."-From a friend about this entery.
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