A Prayer On Wisdom

Dear Daddy, 

          I could always use more wisdom on life and in life. I know I don't know everything and I never will til that day at the earliest. Even then, I might not know all the wisdom and answers to life. I could also use more wisdom with the children I teach and am around. I could even use more in the field of Child Development. Yet, Daddy, that is not what I want at this moment in my life. I want wisdom for a marriage. I want wisdom to know and find my future husband. I want wisdom on how to treat him and show him that I really do care for him. I want wisdom on how to like the same things as him. I want the wisdom to learn how to disagree and agree with him the right way if there is such a thing. I want the wisdom on how to grow old with him. 
         I want wisdom on how I should raise my future family. I want that to match the wisdom of my future husband. Children these days are so different then I was raised and it seems a lot harder because of the new things out there these days. I want the wisdom to be able to invest in them but yet let them live their own lives when the time comes. I want the wisdom to know what investing in them looks like. I want the wisdom to help them out. I want the wisdom to help them know and really Love You. I also still want wisdom on how to keep money in the bank. I want wisdom that I could grow up on. I want that kind of wisdom in my 30s. Yes, I love my job and field but I know there is so much more for me out there but I have to find it. 
         I am already getting a lot of the relationship wisdom from recent situations. I regret what I have done so much. I just wish I would have the wisdom to either fix it or take everything back that was ever said or done. I want the wisdom just to start anew with the whole thing. I want the wisdom for a new path in my life. Not the same old one that I have been going on for years. Yes, it is fun but it can get a little boring at times. Waking up day in and day out, doing the same thing over and over again and then going back home to your lonesome self when the work is all over. 
          I know there is more that I want and need wisdom for but this is all I could think of right now. I know I won't get everything right away and that it will be a lifetime of learning all of these things especially since there are different stages to everything in life. The main wisdom I want and need to remember is to ask You for the wisdom when I don't have any idea on what to do. I need to ask You questions more and more because it just seems like life gets that way. It seems to get harder so it seems like more questions need to be answered. 
         Daddy, I know I am typing it on my blog but this is a true prayer from the bottom of my heart and you know the things that are hidden from this blog but are really in my heart. I am just letting you know too that this prayer might be a prayer that I pray over a hundred times. There might be a few changes but not many. 


In Jesus' Name,


Amen