A Deep Prayer of Praise

       Dear Daddy,

               As I was laying in bed last night, I was thinking about my life right now. It is perfect! After last Thursday and this past weekend, things make total sense. More then they ever have in my life. I didn't know I was under so much pain for almost a year next month. I never knew how much things could hurt me. Those things was a lot of small rejections that brought hurt but at the some time it was a learning process too. I didn't even know I had pain until last Thursday. Now I know and trying/ am understanding it I feel lot freer. It is almost like You knew what I needed at that moment and longer. I feel like You saved me from something then and still are. You have shown me what deep love is with You. You have taught me to rely on You more and not people. I know I have done things in situations.  I can tell things more are in Your Hands where they should be. I am finally leaving things there like I should have before. I pray it is a new start of something beautiful for me. This prayer is probably the most deep and serious one, good one, I have written in a long time. I have probably learned the most important thing yet in my life. That is to seek You 1st because everything will make sense afterwards. To have an deep, inmate Love with You, not only for You.


In Christ's name,

Amen